Saturday, February 20, 2010

Memento Mori

uggh so i havent had any junk food in the last three days which feels great
but ive been eating TWO meals a day over the weekends, like a normal person. But im not a normal person, i dont have a normal metabolism, or body, or mind set so this needs to stop.

8 days 'til i can put my plan into action =) lacross has alreay started (we practice in the snow...yay)
but i still need a new scale and pills then i shall be all set =)

i have a date tonight which normally i'd look forward to but i feel huge =( so when he touches my stomach im going to hate myself.

Stay Strong everyone
<3

1 comment:

  1. Ugh, I know how you feel.
    So, I have had junk food today mother is forcefeeding me.

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